June 2009
Stole this from Davey Wavey. Number 3 is my favorite.
Write down your desires. Most of us know what we don’t want, but rarely do we focus on the things we’d like to have or experience in our lives. Create a “dream list”. Visualize the fulfillment of your desires. Go through each item on your list and see yourself experiencing the manifestation of each dream. Taste, smell, feel, hear and see it. Make it as real as possible. Get really fucking excited. Feel the excitement and energy build as you know that your dream is being manifested. Express gratitude. In many ways, your life is already a dream come true. Expressing gratitude and being thankful for your life helps keep you in an empowered state-of-mind. Seize opportunities. Making your dreams come true is about more than wishful thinking. Each day, be aware of the open doors around that may lead to the fulfillment of your desires. For example, one of my dreams it to travel to Australia. As such, when I heard about a contest to visit Australia for 6 months, I applied. I didn’t win. But at that time, I was aware that the contest might be the opportunity for which I had been waiting. Be patient. Trust that when the time is right, your dreams will come true if they are aligned with the universe. If you don’t know how to be patient, click here. Remember that you deserve it. As a child of the universe, no one deserves whatever it is that you want any more than you.So This past week has been a major bitch.
Not just for me, but for a lot of people. I guess the planetary alignment is out of order as Kyle would say. Or perhaps it was the moon. It started off really bad and then it waned and it ended not as bad, but not too well. The weekend is a completely different ball game so that’s good. The camp is over and I could not be happier! Those kids really wore me out. Although I will miss my favorites. i’m excited for the next camp. Hopefully they won’t be like annoying tweens.
I’ve discovered that girls are the best. Like without some of these women in my life I don’t know how I’d survive with….anything! All of the girls I talk have a different way of putting things in perspective. some are better than others, and some JUST MAKE SENSE! Some of them say what I want to hear and others just give it to me. I’m grateful for them.
Going back to the changing myself thing: I think something I need to work on is to not baby people so much. This week at looking at all of my past relationships I noticed that all I ever did was “feed their need” as I call it. I constantly told them that they were best and this and that. While I did believe what I was saying it’s not healthy to be so dependent on a person like that. I’m that way, but I seem to want to take care of people more than take care of myself. Another thing I need to work on. I seem to think I can live with this kind of person. I really shouldn’t cause it hurts us more than we would know. Although if the 80=20 rule applies I don’t know. I’m not too smart when it comes to relationships or how to pick them I guess. I’m at point I just want someone to cuddle with. Like fo reals. Although……I don’t know. I kind of like being a lone wolf, but I think it’s been long enough for me.
Standby on these thoughts, going to bed. Night<3
Irv.
Thank goodness for children.
something to keep my mind off of Justin. I’m so excited for Denton!!! I;m going to the recycled book store and spending some monay!!! hahah and then I have Clue auditions. Although I have mixed feelings. I doubt I will be cast but it’s an audition. Plus, I haven’t acted in a show in a while, so…..yeah. Also Phantom auditions this weekend! Oh dear, I must find time to practice my music!!
Silly goose……ugh. I want to thank Tracy Fear for giving the best ammunition against. Mwuuhahahahahahahahahahahahahah
