August 2009
swervyirvy: @DarkestDreams YESSSS IT ISSSS!!!! →
swervyirvy: wait, do I like you??? and I really... →
swervyirvy: Can't breath and feels like vomiting.... →
swervyirvy: Cabaret and The last five years.... →
Irvin.
I don’t like being Irvin anymore.
I want to change into someone better.
swervyirvy: Kyle Coughlin, I fucking love you!!! →
Complete my Heart, Dammit!
It’s hard to transition fom liking someone to just being friends.
It;s the best decision for our frienship, but….ugh!!!!
FLuster!!! I hate it.
Hey, no crush who’s actually interested….WHERE ARE YOU?@?!
swervyirvy: hhahahahahahahah Go Column! →
swervyirvy: hates being sick. Blehhhhhh →
swervyirvy: I'm really not cool with this whole... →
swervyirvy: I can feel how polluted my lungs are.... →
Broilingbrook, ILLINOIS
I once knew a boy by the name of Sebastian. or Sebby as I liked to call him.
He was one of my favorite in the entire universe. He still is. I miss him. It sucks that our frienship faded away like many have. He is probably around 16 0r 17 right now.
Sebastian, if you read this I want you to know that you are amazing. You are one of the few people who changed my life and I still love you for...
swervyirvy: HaveI mentioned how soothing Baba... →
You are Music
Beautiful music and you are light to me.
Do Re Mi Fa Sol Fa Re Fa Mi
Breathing in the air from deep below, ready for the run from DO to Do.
<3
swervyirvy: @CrysDenn I approve of your reading... →
In the next year
i will be Pierced and/or inked.
WHen i has the money. foot tattoo is probably first. or my shoulders.
swervyirvy: On my own pretending he's beside... →
115
That’s where I want to be in a Year.
Unhealthy? I don’t give two shits.
Money
I really hate it.
I hate that I’m doing this to my parents and that they won’t just let me quit and work for a year. I’m trying to help them but they won’t let me.
It’s that damn Mexican pride. It always gets in our way.
Sigh…..
swervyirvy: @CierraLopez... →
swervyirvy: I need you to need me, It's no... →
It's funny
Even though we barely talk, it was 3 in the morning when I called him and he still listened to me sobbing on the phone. I miss Nick. I miss our frienship, x a million!
I really just want to pack uo my car and drive away somewhere. So far no one could find me, so I could start over knew. Maybe I could be a homeless person that travels the world….
Is it depressing that I didn’t want to...
swervyirvy: hates this. I hate myself in all of my... →
Tears
are rolling my face as I come to this descision. I hate to do it, but it’s what’s best for me and my family. It’s breaking my heart and all I want to do is just jump off a cliff and end my life. things would be better off for my parents If I didn’t exist
Why the fuck was i born? To ruins things. I hate this I really do, I just wish there was an east way out of this.
Decisions
I’ve got a really big one on my hand. One that could potentially change the course of my life forever.
I really don’t want to, but if things don’t change by this weekend, then I have to do it.
Wish me luck.
swervyirvy: Finally hass the internets!! →
The Opera's been invaded by a Phantom.
I never want to do another show with Kyle McClaran as long as I Live!!!! >=[
THanks to Justin, Clayton, Kyle, and Cat for making me feel awesome on this night!
<333333333
swervyirvy: Kyle Coughlin and Emily Hawkins... →
December 5th, 1981
The one person who ever genuinely made my feel good about myself doesn’t love me anymore. I fear I will never know true happiness anymore. The plastic happiness is starting to taste funny.
swervyirvy: @BlooRodriguez HAHAHA! →
Pip
I have found the solution.
I don’t care if it kills me.
Sir
I don’t know if you were being serious.
but I don’t just want to have sex with you.
Kthxbaii
swervyirvy: @BlooRodriguez hahah Yes, I must watch... →
swervyirvy: feels like a combination of Gertrude... →
Marcus May = My Favorite
Bottom line: you need someone who responds to the fact that you enjoy the reassurance of physical contact and emotional sharing, but who helps keeps dependency in check in the relationship so that you two do not lose your identities as individuals and whose character is deserving of your loyalty and affection. Bottom line: you need someone who desires and reciprocates intimacy as much as you do....
swervyirvy: It's mornings like these when i wish... →
Prodigious Birth of LOve!
MERCUTIO You are a lover; borrow Cupid’s wings, And soar with them above a common bound. ROMEO I am too sore enpierced with his shaft 20 To soar with his light feathers, and so bound, I cannot bound a pitch above dull woe:
Under love’s heavy burden do I sink.
ROMEO She speaks:
O, speak again, bright angel! for thou art
Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,
who is...
Futons
I want you to want me.
Ps. I’m re-discovering my love for Fall OUt Boy. <3
swervyirvy: is caught between a dust speck and an... →
Miranda
Kyle-“ You are the first Irvin I was good friends with I’m gunna miss you this school year, you are the Most Amazing person I know who’s name starts with a Vowel, or Continent!”
O…M….G. KYLE COUGHLIN HAS TO BE ONE OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THE ENTIRETY OF THIS UNIVERSE. <33333333333333333
I will miss him very much. He definitely was my favorite this summer....
swervyirvy: Thinks Trina Fear is this shit. So... →
